I thought it would be a good idea to put shitty daytime tv on in the background while I worked then it turns out Gilmore Girls is on so, yeah, that plan backfired.
I feel ill.
Have had a constant headache since yesterday and have chest pain / heaviness.
I wonder if it is related to the mould situation in my room.
It hurts when I breathe.
Don’t know if I should go to the dr or not.
Also I have a deadline tomorrow but i’m too ill to work and I don’t know what to do…?
What do french people call a really bad thursday?
update: if you tell this joke to someone living in france they will refuse to look at you
The only reason I’m not dead is because I couldn’t do that to my mum and brother. If anything ever happened to them, especially my mum…
I don’t have a future.
I’ve not had once since I was 16. Everything is lost.
I’m never going to be able to cope with things.
I’m back at uni now, but I am really struggling, I feel like giving up.
And whats the point? I struggle through my degree only to get a job I struggle with too that won’t pay enough so then finances will also be a struggle and I will be alone with nobody to love me or take care of me or make me feel special because I’m crazy, and I’m like a child who just wants my mum to talk to someone and make the bad things all go away and thats all I want, somebody to make all the bad things go away, and nobody can do that or wants to do that and I feel so small.
I can’t do it on my own. I can’t do it for myself.
Nothing is going to get better for me.
One day it will be one struggle too many.